Obsessed

First of all aku nk mntk maaf kat tuan punye badan nie. Bukan aku saje2 nk susahkan hg masuk dlm hidup aku tp nk wat cmne. You're the chosen one. tp aku tw yg tuan pnye badan nie xnk pn jd one of the characters in my life. Ye la..sape la aku nie...obsessed je...
Ckp psl obsessed, bukan aku yg bg nama. AA:) ngan Chaos r...ckp aku obsessed giler kt die nie. tp x la giler mne. bese2 je. xde la mcm lagu Mariah Carey tu.

Obsessed...

aku start knal die dr form 4...waktu chess...pastu aku kaji r psl dak nie...dok pntai timur
tp taun lepas aku x wat paper r...bak kate Ustaz, "kalau suke just simpan...perasaan tu fitrah...tp jgn lebih2...nanti zina hati." so aku wat bodo je la...

bila masuk taun nie...klas aku dekat je dgn klas dak nie...AA:) taw psl dak nie dr awal taun lg tp aku x wat pape r...aku fikir blum masenye g. ye la nak move pn xde pape yg blh tolong smpai la March test. aku wat sumthing. tp resultnya amat mendukacitakan... :(
x ksah pn...tp ape yg aku wat 2 biar aku ngan AA:) je taw. tp AA:) ckp yg gurl x suke a stranger...patut la mission aku fail. tp aku ttp x kesah. ini bukan penamat. ini baru permulaan. ye la. we play hard to get right...

pastu aku x taw nak wat pe...tp dlm mase yg sme dikecam oleh AA:)...
"bila hg nk wat move..."
finally i try to do sumthing waktu besday die...aku gne org tgh...
tp sblm aku wat keputusan nie...aku dh fikir hbs2...n dgn mcm pendapat...
Fye ckp die ok...tp bnde ni ttp x berhasil...org tgh tu ckp yg die nie dak baik...so x yah la buat pape dah..so aku pn stop r...
mls fikir...snanya aku nk wat cam naqib aku taun lepas...exco khas 1....die ckp...
die pn ade minat gak...tp die ckp kat gurl 2 yg diorg akan declair lps SPM...x silap aku la..tp dh jd camnie...nak wat ape lg...snyap dh r...

tp skung aku pn x taw ape yg aku wat nie betul ke x...ntah r...n skung aku rse bek aku focus kat pekse...dah dekat wei...cuak gak...asyik men2 je...hahaha...k r...that's all.

"you and you job, you hatin' hard
ain't gon' feed you, I'ma let you starve
gaspin' for air, i'm ventilation
you out of breath, hope you ain't waitin'

tellin' the world how much you miss me
but we never were, so why you trippin'
you a mom and pop, i'm a corporation
i'm the press conference, you a conversation

why you so obsessed with me? and boy, i wanna know
lyin' that you're sexin' me when everybody knows
it's clear that you're upset with me
finally found a girl that you couldn't impress
last man on the earth still couldn't hit this

boy, why you so obsessed with me?"

-A2Z-